Suicide, among other things

First, let me say, no I do not want to kill myself, nor do I want to die~
But I was just thinking, if I did commit suicide, how would I do it :/
I'm very indecisive, so it would have to be something that I can't back out of. And I'm a wuss, so there couldn't be pain. lol. So probly jumping off something or shooting myself in the head, I guess.
But really, I don't wanna die :D

OMG, in the RP last night~
Kiros kissed Lykaio~
*squuuueal*
It was soooo cute X3
they're an awesome couple...
*purr*


Today I got to be a rapist.
Well, cause Germy was doing something about how humanity rapes nature, and he needed shadows that he could put on trees...so I had to be a rapist shadow...and I got to rape Laura, lol, so to speak. Actually, the one picture he's done so far is really pretty :) I'm getting him to send it to me...

uhg, my throat feels like it has to cough, but it doesn't :/
I'm gonna try to sing manly tho
actually, once I see what's on Oprah, I think I'll do that...