Not Even...
Jun. 25th, 2006 10:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rai_ryuNot even about Drayc this time.
Ha.
She was going to break up with her girlfriend. She said she was in Love with someone else. I was assuming that was me.
She didn't break up with her.
She "truly wants to be with her".
When I heard that, I had visions of committing sepuku.
Ha, but not to die. Just invisioning the pain that I felt.
I'm so confused by her.
It's like, up and down.
One day "I Love you, I'm breaking up with Nicole"
then next "I'm staying with Nicole" and "I Love Nicole" in her MSN name.
I'm afraid to tell her how this is hurting me.
I never want to make people feel bad.
I'll deal with it, I guess.
Ha.
She was going to break up with her girlfriend. She said she was in Love with someone else. I was assuming that was me.
She didn't break up with her.
She "truly wants to be with her".
When I heard that, I had visions of committing sepuku.
Ha, but not to die. Just invisioning the pain that I felt.
I'm so confused by her.
It's like, up and down.
One day "I Love you, I'm breaking up with Nicole"
then next "I'm staying with Nicole" and "I Love Nicole" in her MSN name.
I'm afraid to tell her how this is hurting me.
I never want to make people feel bad.
I'll deal with it, I guess.
