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Yeah, I haven't been on it while. Worrying about Carmine too much (yes, I am insane). If ya don't know, Carmine is one of my roleplay charas. Anyway, I had a dream that one of my friends asked me out (which was very odd, because he is 20[7 years older than me] and I've never met him in person). It was so cute though, because he wrote this whole poem, and It was only me, my sister, and my other friend in the room(he's actually met her..). I thought for sure he was asking my other friend(Cassy), but he actually asked me (YAY! *stabs other seldf in head* settle down). Yesh, and I *ahem* agreed. yes, agreed *sigh* but he's cool so...^_^'
Had to go see a stupid shrink today. People (like that janitor, who diguised as a doctor and diagnosed me) think I'm depressed. Sure, I may want to die, but that doesn't make me depressed! *sigh* indeed. I have been twitchy all day. Worrying about Carmine too much (but, he's fine now). I am a freak. yes, indeed.

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Here I am again. Yes, so soon. But I have nothing to do. I'm just wondering when it is that I'll be able to go home. Away from this world. Back to Maten, or even Harrow would be better than here. Curse you Demona! You just wanna see me sufer *sigh*. Actually, I think I'll go on runescape. Cassy's level is higher than mine now, so I have to train.