why...

why does it never end?
why are you everywhere, Drayc?

why does it end up like this?


why won't it stop?

how...

how could someone just go away?
I guess you'd know the answer, Drayc.
or maybe everyone does but me.

"hopefully before xmas this year" she says
how am I sposed to tell her?
christmas with her, that was...one of the things I wanted most.
I wanted to be with her on christmas.
I wanted to be with her in the snow.
I wanted to be with her.

but she'd rather leave
go away
from me.

I can understand wanting to run away from everything, but why me? why me, when she says she loves me? why would she want to go...?

she'd be happier there.
without me.

without me.