Better

=)
I feel kinda better...
Cause, I found this awesome place...asexuality.org
they've got a forum too.
And I read this story on there...this one 28 year old virgin girl...and, she was asexual...and she married an asexual guy...and, they've got like, an amazing loving marriage, and they don't have sex.
It just blew my mind with happiness.
There's so many people out there like me.
I'm really, not alone =)