Oct. 20th, 2013 03:14 am
rai_ryu: (Zuko Worrying)
Don't ever talk to people because talking to people ends up being a bad idea
*rolls away into the sunset and wedges self in deepest crevice at the bottom of the Marianas Trench* (but not the band)

I have a feeling this post is going to be very crazy.
You can thank Scott Lynch because once again he has completely destroyed my mind, and I am not even finished the book yet. Except I don't have the luxury of putting the book down for 3 days this time. THANK you very much kind sir.

I am simultaneously hot and cold and my neck is stiff and my stomach hurts and it is 3am and I have actively been swearing for half an hour and also I just attempted to talk to someone on tumblr and I think I annoyed them, this socializing thing is not for me.

WILL I sleep tonight????? What else will I do other than sleep???? I am too crazy to actually use my brain for anything right now either.

I don't have to work tomorrow on account of it being sunday so I could do one of those things where I just purposely don't sleep which is probably not a good idea but it is looking pretty fantastic right now so I guess that's my plan for the future
rai_ryu: (Enre)
I've seen a lot of artwork by chance on the subject of solitary confinement.

I've always had the feeling that I wouldn't do too bad in Solitary. I don't really have much crazy left to go, to be honest. I spent a lot of my formative years alone with few friends so I learned to be pretty self-sufficient and live inside my head.
That's probably the reason I can't communicate with anyone now in my adult life, but that's another story.
I think that, as long as I was allowed to talk to myself, I could keep going for quite a while in Solitary. I've got enough people in my head to last me a while and they all have long stories for me to talk myself through (or act through, for that matter).

I wonder if I'd end up being lonely, or not.
Maybe that's the defining factor on if you're insane or not - when the voices in your head start becoming enough to sustain you.


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