Oh So Emo

Harhar, last night I had another emo moment
I was sitting there sobbing about "what if Crispin went back to normal and Terra left Clay to go back with him?" as usual, and then for some reason I decided "Hey, lets listen to my Brokeback Mountain CD!" and of course I did not mean the happy-dappy country songs...So there I was, now sobbing to the song "A Love That Will Never Grow Old".
That song always makes me wanna cry.
The thing is (I'm sure you've heard this from me before), I doubt I'll ever find a love like that. I mean, I WANT that...but I just can't see it happening to me. I don't even see myself finding another girlfriend. Ever. I'm just horrible at meeting people. Plus, if you add on the asexuality and all that jazz, well, holy slim chances Batman.
But I am over my emo for now.

In other news, I have only gone to two classes this whole week.
Damn, I'm a bad student...
But, from my knowledge, I'm not failing any of them! So, its alright for now.
Oh damn, how am I gonna explain the absences on my report card?? *freaks out*

Anyway...
People should look at my dA...there's new stuff...
OMG! And a RP character quiz~
My RP makes me so happy <3

People should also check out my totally awesome new myspace layout X3
www.myspace.com/rairi

Its so pretty!

I need to find something to do today (since I'm staying home again)