*sigh*

[rai_ryu]

I want to die, so I won't have to deal with anything.
Not that its serious or anything, its just that I wish I didn't have to deal with stuff.

I wish I didn't have to go to school.
I wish I could see my girlfriend more, and that my family didn't hate her.
I kind of, wish I was normal.
I really don't have anyone to talk to about the asexuality/trans thing. At least, no one who'd probly get fed up with me whining about it.
And its making me feel really bad. So, I didn't go to class for a few days...and I was working in a group in english class...I wasn't there when they presented and I had all the work, so now they're all pissed off at me. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow and face them.
I just wish people understood, y'know?
I wish I lived with someone who cared.
And I wish I could trust my girlfriend more. I want to be around her but I can't...cause she moved back in with her parents, and I'm not allowed over til her room's clean. Apparently its really messy. So right now it looks like I'll have to wait til march break, when she can come over. My dad hates her, so she can't come over when he's here.
I miss her.

I feel bad.

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