rai_ryu

That's right...
Rai no longer has a Sam...

See there was this chick from myspace coming to stay over at her house
And of course I was freaking out because...well, I was sposed to go visit her, then this skank comes and beats me to it. But I knew that it made her feel bad when I freaked out about stuff like that, because before she said it made her feel like I didn't trust her. So, I kept my mouth shut this time.
And guess what? She cheated on me.
After lecturing ME about not trusting her!
She's going out with this chick now, and she might have even been going out with her before this cheating happened.
It makes me feel sick. Disgusted, and angrier than I've ever been with an ex.
I just can't fucking believe how she could have done something like that after everything she said to me, you know?
Like...what I think MIGHT have been the night before (it could have been the night after, or worse, the night OF), I sent her a txt saying "I love you"...because I hadn't talked to her all day, cause she wasn't online. She sent one back saying "I love you too"......and then, well, this happens.
I feel like beating someone up. Or just smashing something. Or...I don't know
what the fucking hell.