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So I was in a drag show last night and I don't really think I did all that well. I'd had all these plans in my head for what I was doing, but when I was actually up performing I was all disconnected from the song and the performance so everything was really just random and lame. People said I did good, but it's not like they'd tell me if I did badly, lol.
The song I did was What Makes You Beautiful by One Direction. And all day I've been watching their video for One Thing and coming up with all these crazy shipping theories in my head. I didn't want to fall for the trap, but it seems like I have! I am terrible.
My current theories are that Zayn is head-over-heels for Louis, but Louis is only stringing him along, because he's in some sorta semi-secret relationship with Harry (but he doesn't want anything too serious). Nial is swooning for Zayn but Zayn doesn't even notice him because he's too busy with Louis. Liam is the straight one and that's fine (since he's got a girlfriend and all). See, see how terrible I am? I also still seem to think that all bands live together in a giant house.

It's kinda sad cause my Baguette's phone got disconnected so I can't text her anymore to ask how she's feeling and stuff. I get all worried, lol ^^' cause I'm sort of a sap, I guess.
But I've also been feeling all antisocial lately and I'm not sure why. I'm going to try applying for university soon, too.

I might try to submit a story to a new anthology that is coming out, but I just have to motivate myself to finish it in time (in addition to making costumes lmao). It's an anthology of asexual romance stories, and I'm not really the best at pure romance stuff, so we'll see what happens. At least I have an idea now.

My room is a terrible mess, even for me, but I'm gonna blame it on Anime North being so close. I'm working on cosplays so I can't clean! Totally the truth!
Right now my Xweetok tail is sitting on my bed and I should probably put it back in the closet so it doesn't get full of cat hairs and stuff...

Cheryl is making me call her in a bit which is irritating because I do not like the phone -_- but she always insists on it.

Title says it all, really.
Had to wake up at 8 (which is early for me at this point) in order to make it to a lawyer's appointment. Had to get my name change certificate notarized. Well, it was really one misunderstanding after another, but in the end it got notarized which is all that matters.
Felt pretty sick after that. Almost fell asleep on the bus, then zoned out so I missed my stop. Luckily the next one wasn't TOO far from my house.
Got home around noon, slept until 2. Did some stuff, went back to bed around 4:30, had a bad dream which I eventually woke from at 5:51.
Haven't been doing much since. No costuming today.

Queer Film class with my bro tomorrow. And bubble tea! Maybe watermelon.
After that I have an eye appointment for coloured contact lenses. Hopefully there's brown available that can cover my blue eyes.
I SHOULD costume tomorrow, but who knows if I will. It's time for the pants...which shouldn't be hard but might end up being so anyway.
I'm trying to carve something out of wax. It is harder than I thought, but I think I can get it right eventually. I have just over four months now?

Still so tired. I want to play more FF8 but it's pretty late already.

Started reading a new book today, one of those cheesy-looking fantasy things. The Burning Realm by Michael Reaves. Finished reading Luna by Julie Anne Peters last night. I was ok - I did think it portrayed transgendered people in a positive and accurate light. The narrator, Luna's sister, was very strange I found. I'm not sure if most of it was just the author trying to "appeal" to young people by using all sorts of weird sayings and "teen" mannerisms. But I did find myself, for once, becoming interested in a romantic sideplot.

I've been very averse to socializing lately. I miss talking to my friends, but at the same time I don't miss it at all. Am I a bad friend?
Either way I have to tomorrow! At least it won't be the first time I've left the house this week.

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