Aug. 19th, 2009 01:47 pm
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I just got back from camping, but before I start rambling on, I need to rage about something.

Click for childish whining )

In other news, "Margaritaville" is stuck in my head XD
Some people think that there's a woman to blame, but I know...its my own damn fault.

About a week ago I made a tasty peach pie. There were some plums from my tree added in, but they weren't quite ripe so we mostly just tossed them into the garden as we found them >_>
In any case, peaches are tasty, but I don't like eating them if they're too soft (AKA they are actually ripe). So I made them into a pie (we had LOTS of them left)

(my pie)

I'm (slightly) over halfway through the Quran. It's been pretty interesting so far, and I actually did get time to read it while camping.

I think I might actually feel social...hopefully I'll be able to see my friends now that my family's vacation is pretty much over.
Oh man, I still feel like I'm just floating along in lake huron. Do you ever get that feeling after you swim? Like there's still just waves crashing over your body?


Sep. 28th, 2008 08:37 pm
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If my life is for rent,
and I don't learn to buy...
I deserve nothing more than I get
Cause nothing I have is truly mine

It seems that even if I post twice on one day I can't get out of making an entry for today D:

I feel kind of sick right now but I'm sure it will pass. I'm just freaking out, as usual.

I'm not entirely sure what I want to write about but I realized in a way I'm impatient. I guess I always have been. Now that I can see the future working out well, I want it to happen soon. I know it can't and it hurts that it can't, but that's what I want.
I don't want to think about all the bad things I'll have to go through between now and then.
I guess because I'm being a brat and I think I've been through enough it's time for things to be the way I've always wanted them to be. And I'm scared they never will be.
As if it happens now then things can't go wrong and plans can't change.
I've lived enough lies and I want something secure.

But I'm afraid I'm just dreaming.
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They say it's darkest right before the dawn.

I'm finding it hard to do much of anything right now, let alone write this (I almost spelled write wrong D: oh god)
It might be the effect of being either in my room or at school. But I don't want to be around people so much when I get home. But watching Degrassi is wasting me away.

What's wrong with me?

It's like I've just given up.


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