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she came to school today...
And I thought it would be like the other times
Like, when I couldn't even look at her...
Couldn't talk to her...
i find it funny how i don't hate her.
I get angry thinking about her sometimes...yet, I can't seem to hate her.
In fact, I was happy she came.
I find it a little sickening how I'm like that. She isn't a very good person, definatly not. Not even my type.
So why should I care about her at all?
Why does she have to be so cute?
And...why does she have to act so...she changes all the time...and so part of me still cares for the cute, nice part of her. Even though I know what she's really like.

And what's worse...a while ago, I was thinking of...when I got older...maybe I would give Her another chance.
How can I be so stupid?
I don't understand at all.

and you know, drayc, i was thinking of giving you another chance too. if i ever went back there.
but, no...
still i can't hate you
i can't hate any of them
and i just can't understand why not.