Autumn

So it is the Autumn equinox tonight. I don't have any ritual or anything planned, but, I think I'll go out for a walk. I think it's better for me in terms of worship to actually make contact with nature - I rarely do traditional rituals.
Fall is one of my favourite seasons, most because...I love the way it smells. The air is crisp, and soon everything will smell like fallen leaves. The colours are nice, yes, but it's the smell that gets me the most.
I think as the weather gets colder, I'll be going for more walks. It seems to make me happy.

I'm trying to actually like people lately. I hope that turns out alright...I haven't really had the chance because I stayed home sick today. At first I felt bad about it but I realized, school is not so important that I should choose it over getting rest in order to get better. And there is no point in me being there in the first place if I am too sick to concentrate on my work.

I just realized how absolutely unhealthy everything we eat is. The other night I had some garlic bread sticks for dinner and I realized how little nutrients they actually had in them. Most people just eat things that are easy to make without any thoughts as to how it will affect their health.
That's why I wish I could cook my own food more. This processed stuff is killing us. I believe that no matter what it is, it's a lot healthier for you if you make it yourself out of legitamate ingredients. We have all these things fortified with extra vitamins and nutrients - but they're all fake. I was just thinking about that the other day.
You might think it's good, but something fake like that is just weak. The way steroids give you muscles, but weak, unhealthy ones - and will eventually ruin your muscle mass altogether.
Anyway, that made me sad. I want to try to eat more real things, the way nature intended.