The Promise and The Threat
Sep. 27th, 2008 03:39 pmI'm sure everyone will be tired of this image by the end of the day.
In any case I owe a journal entry for today, even though nothing has really happened yet.
I took the picture up there with my phone while I was on my way to the doctor's. To get there you had to walk through a big metal tunnel that just ends at that scene. I was actually rather happy at that time, despite having to go see the doctor.
So like I believe I discussed earlier, I'm beginning to see the future in a better light. I'm just thinking about cooking and whatever and as girly as it sounds I can't wait to be a housewife :P
I've decided I'm probably best suited to be a kitchen witch. Rituals and whatnot are all well and good but I need a more industrious form of "worship". Which is why I prefer taking walks to inscense and candles.
I think the work itself that you put into the food instills your energy, you don't need to use spells or chants or whatnot. So if I have proper ingredients and a proper mindset I can make good food for everyone.
I also realized just how much I need my sister Cassy. As much as I dislike the company of people I actually find myself feeling attached to her. That makes me happy, because we kind of grew apart after the breakup and now I think we're becoming good friends again.
The other day I was watching Dr. Phil, which was about helping marriages (I sound like a middle-aged woman already!). Anyway, he said if you're having problems, the kind of people you hang around and get advice from should be taken into consideration too. They can sway you either way - divorce or healing. You should think before you listen to the things they say, and not get caught up in it too much. It really made me think, and it kind of made me happy too.
There's always hope.