But Love Is Not A Victory March...

[rai_ryu]

I should really stop listening to sad songs, lol.

Well, anyway, I guess I'm just a little worried. See, when I was going out with Cassy, we'd been friends for a long time, since grade school, and we knew a lot about eachother. So we were closer. But with Kate, well, we don't really know much about eachother. And I really wish we were closer, but I'm bad at bringing up stuff like that. I've never really had a serious talk about a relationship before, so, I'm really new at this I guess.
And also...this might sound bad, cause people will say, I shouldn't have dated her cause of this but...I don't really, trust her, as much as I guess I should, seeing as she's my girlfriend and all. But, I don't know if she still likes her one ex-boyfriend or not. Because in the summer when I went out with her, she talked about him a lot. And, also seeing as how she was flirting with Jeems at that time too...I'm kinda worried she'll go out and do it again.
And I'd talk to her about it, but she's kinda fragile, and I REALLY don't want to make her sad. I couldn't stand it if she was sad. I guess I'm just a wimp that way.
But, I'll have to face this somehow.
Maybe I'll try talking to her.
But I'm still really worried about her getting sad.
*sigh*

In other news, I downloaded the Indigo Girls' new album. Man, they're a pretty awesome band. REAL lesbians, not like T.a.t.u., lol.
Anyway, that was random.

Comments

[x-x-nik-x-x.livejournal.com]

It's alright to not know much about the person. It might last longer, as there's a lot more to find out about them.

[rai-ryu.livejournal.com]

That is true, but then there's also the problem of a lack of communication. And aslo, a lot of the things I DO know about her, I don't like.